How does a person explain a love life? How do you know when your totally happy and that your partner always totally honest.
I sometimes thank my fantasy world………….
There’s times where nothing can be better than just drifting away………..
Long red dress on a black stallion of into the sunset………”sure you can feel it”
Thinking of the man who will swipe me from my feet,
Who will give me all my hearts desire and more, who will brush my hair gently with his finger tips…………….
Whisper sweet nothings in my ear……………..
Kiss me softly……………..
Hold me like there is no tomorrow…………..
And now you really think I have lost my mind, but you are wrong that’s what keeps me saint, funny enough.
But then at times I get sad…..
And feeling trapped in my thoughts……
Trying to measure my feelings up with the real thing and working out if I am really happy or not and where did I go wrong…………….
“Look at me, I am back to being average”
What does the word average actually mean, that it controls a human been?
It’s very hard to explain my situation, but I am sure a lot of people out there can relate.
There so many good things in me………..
I know I have to be positive and always are positive, but then you get those days where you feel…………… “I have let myself down”
Then you know that you have to start from the beginning………. “Let me try again”
Wake up and smell the coffee, if I don’t work out some kind of plan which I can stick to, I am always going to start over which I have being doing now for 9 years. “Scary isn’t it”